My Girl

She’s one girl I think of most of the time, she is always there in my mind either in spotlight or in backdrop. I have-not seen her face, neither I need to tell, she her self will withdraw the veil. I do not know whether its love or something else but I want to be with her, tell her how much I love her, she’s woman of my dreams, my fantasy, my reality, my ultimate ambition. Many have come, many may come, and none like her had ever come or will ever come. She will stay here forever and ever, to find myself in her and her in myself is utmost goal, a goal which I have set out to achieve and I will pray to God, Like always I accomplish it this time as well. One thing which I have for her is Respect, my perseverance to make her realize the same is something which has kept a Hope alive inside me, and this hope keeps my faith, hope and faith are two pillars on my Love is supported, and am going to make sure that these two pillars remain inexpugnable and impregnable. Some people might surrender to fate, she might even surrender to fate as well, but I wont do it, I have promised her and won’t let her surrender as well. I am trying it. All I need from her is a little bit of trust and faith in me, and I promise to her that I won’t disappoint her either. She’s my sweetheart, she’s one I have chosen in my life and sometimes as it’s said, I don’t want her to feel one day that true love knocked on her door and she can’t realize it. I don’t know what’s there in past, all am concerned with is present is ours, and future where I see us together.

I always live in moments, I don’t have time to think time, I have time only to think about my moments, and she’s one moment I would want my life to carry on with. Oh god, please just for once give her the vision to see herself the way I see her. Its then she might know what she is to me. Words sometimes fall short of telling the complexities at the core of human heart, but that’s the beauty of her, she can’t be described in words, once she will see into my eyes, she will realize very moment that she is MY GIRL. I sometimes just ask myself isn’t me going a bit too far in seeing things like this, she would have her life, her wishes, her preferences, her reservations and so on, but I am living on Love, Hope and Faith. I owe a part of my life, my time and everything that’s mine to her,thereby committing lifetime of happiness, lifetime of pious and pure love, hugs and kisses. Am risking one big time, perhaps first time in my life, don’t know the consequences but it’s a very dear, devout and may be a dangerous obsession for me, but now am committed.

YES, AM COMMITTED TO ‘my girl’ AND IF IT’S A DELUSION, LET ME LIVE IT.